“I have a very strong feeling that the opposite of love is not hate – it’s apathy. It’s not giving a damn.”
— Leo Buscaglia

Choices

Mom went to sign the termination form for my piano lessons today. But I still have to attend till end of August. Have decided to stop learning piano till after As..

213th(:

it’s the heart afraid of breaking, that never learns to dance

a month of school passed. a week after j1s joined. am okay with the j1s, just that they’re occupying the canteen causing us to lose our usual place! hahahaaaa. i bet last year’s j2s must have hated us for that too. ohwelllllls. 

month’s still alright. with only math block test and chem organic revision test. some quizzes here and there. week after this is gonna be busy, with like.  math phy and econs test awaiting. 

so on friday! class outing after so long…. hm last year. iceskating after cip, and ecp after ndp celebration. that was the best ah, getting into trouble with the principal. gate incident. haha! and house warming at adeline’s. so after school at 1! visiting at alex’s house! with more pple joining this time. (: blackjack, mahjong, wii!, heart attack, murderer, polar bear, indian poker….. fun! (: 

left at 8plus supposingly for the movie: curious case of benjamin buttons! but didnt manage to book online and all tickets sold out. tsk tsk. caught the show yday. 3 hours! show’s nice! (: thought duration’s abit long. but the show’s worth the time. (:

 

to uncle’s house soon. steamboat tmr! (: and tues’ the tenth;D valentines’ coming!

first week of j2 life!

when the going gets tough, thats when your dreams keep you going

starting with this inspiring quote from my GP teacher ;) guess this year’s gonna get really tough. just the first week of school, we’re constantly reminded by almost, actually all i think, of our tutors. about how little time we’ve. how much work we got to cover. how much more effort we got to put in. sigh sigh! 

summing up this week in school,
change of teachers! for the better. so much better. really muchhhh better, i love! ;D our ct for the time being is ms joy tan. really bringing much joy to our class. shes very dramatic and cute! i like her. our actual ct, mrs joey leow? will only come back months later after her maternity leave! the lawyer. heard that shes really strict. HMMM! rather not change eh! joy tan’s good enough! her gp lessons are so fun and engaging. 1.5hours passing so quickly, learning much. physics tutor, mr chua see how. GOOD! our physics saviour…. haha! unlike j1, im looking forward to like. really most of the classes! except chem still…. but wont think of missing lessons anymore! and 08s16’s like. really into serious work i guess. :D

two tests coming up the starting of nxt week. chem&math! ORGANIC CHEM. so much things to remember. ;(

 

 

goneeeeeee. for dinner. SIGH. SO SICK OF FOOOOOOOOD.

our first christmas

hellohello! back at blogging, so much things to say…. but i dont knw how!

christmas eve! collected my dress at town, dinner at pastamania, and i still caught twilight in the end. cos of some asshole. not a bad show anyway. male lead’s very charming! ;D walked from ps back to orchard station. hmmm, crowd’s not as bad. atmosphere’s cool, but sprayings are really bad. 

christmas christmas! a different christmas, with…… SANTA! cooking pasta, but hm pasta again….

hmmm. much stuffs that happened in nov&dec. dont knw where to start from.. good things bad things…. best thing was working that week. but the week after was uncle’s funeral.. not really sudden, but still. everyone cant accept it, like feeling that he’s still around.. hmmm.. birthday with the sun was good.. hair’s short, new look. but i hate my fringe. cant wait for it to grow..

school’s starting. on the 12th of jan. tsk tsk. still piles of homework undone. tsk man tskkkkkk. anw dongzhi on sunday the 21st was great. to ahkim’s hse for bbq&steamboat. though i was still having food poisoning. cos of the seoul garden last friday i guess. stupid! and i went to see a doctor yday but also nothing much. the medicine SUCKS. anw! a bird flew in that day! and they said grandma’s back for reunion……. (:

im missing so much in life….

new year’s coming….

time to think about the future…. 

zzzzzz
merry christmas all.

08s16 (:

End of Alvl chinese:D
OP on wednesday. &the collection of results, submission of i&r.

on the last second day of school, all of us went to school specially for photo taking session! HAHA finally a day with full strength:D except for mak. received three mass-sent messages. HAAAA. then we only had an hour lecture, cos mak’s not in school. so…. left the school at ten plus. so dumb. AND STUPID. guess mrkoh’s really unhappy with our class. like our class’ always getting into trouble with him! our class tee was approved, and he objected during the assembly, asking the CLASS IN GREY TEE to stay back. saying what our logo’s symbol of pro-satan? eh. what arrow is the cat’s tail, horns representing satan, spear and such. zzzz so that’s our first and last day to wear the class tee. ridiculous eh, even teachers find it. 

so school was really a a waste of time. after promos didnt really attend school. and only went to school once on the last 2nd week. HAHA. else for training. suppose to be working alr, but because of OP, and training. training’s every mon, wed and fri eh! tsk tsk. so i cant work. plus needa catch up with studies? like.. easier said than done.

ALRIGHT! PICTURES!

fuck?

:D

BLOOOOOOD

i spent two hours in the clinic today! didnt wanna go cos it was raining heavily. and my mother didnt want to accompany me cos of her period. tsk. so i was being like an idiot. looking around for the rooms, for the counters, for the LIFT. my first time going to jurong’s polyclinic. normally to private clinic, else bukit batok’s. WAHHHH. stupid. shld hav heeded my mom’s advice to go bukitbatok. jurong’s really full of pple. brought macbook to school. so luckily i’ve my macbook with me. did slides while waiting :D

even doctor’s foreigner. cant even understand her english -.- went for blood test AND SO PAIN EH!!!! the doctor press press both hands. like cannot even inject one luh! still push push push into my right arm! then no blood come out! and poke the vein again and again. only one drip of blood stupidddddzzzzzzzz. in the end! got to take blood from my left hand. LUCKILY NOT TO THE EXTENT OF TAKING FROM MY WRIST. i heard thats the most painful part. then the blood was flowing so slowly the doctor asked me not to move cos my vein’s very small. so scary what if my vein jus breaks?! tsk tsk. 

back to the consultation room for the report. both my hands were so weak and cold eh!? and pain and numb. and i need to carry my bag. super heavy macbook. the papers. luckily i survived. so…. 2 components were lacking. but doctor say its alright. my bruises are nothing, not leukaemia. must be accidentally gotten them. nose bleed cos my body’s heaty, faint cos of low blood pressure. hm. so i spent a romantic afternoon in the clinic.

finally done with slides. gonna go bathe! zzzzzzzzz dont wanna take out the plaster though :/

I’ll take your hand

YAY! H1papers + maths’ finally over! (: (: chinese paper’s the worst paper ever! four papers in a row, killing my mind + wrist. &hall is damnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn cold!

suffering from insomnia last night. EX attitude partner called, studying maths over the phone. suddenly miss sec school life. hahaha. sec school life. the pple. hmmmmmmmmmmm

so, supposed to slp at 12, in the end only slept at two plus going three. rained so heavily! so nice to slp. too bad im suffering from insomnia :(

so finally got lost into lalaland, and my phone rang! its 7am!! late for assembly. scare the hell outta me. dont even rmb the alarm going off! tsk tsk. 

two more papers! MAJOR PAPERS. sigh.
i don’t like physics,
I hate chemistry ):
&RUNNING NOSEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

really need to clean my room after promos!
PROMOS’ ENDING IN FOUR DAYS’ TIME.
cant waitttttttttttttttttttttttt :D

goodnight all

weirdpplesuperficialppledifferentbackgroundsandworldsapart
unlike tccccccccccccc.

107

tenth, a very special day(s).

canon in d + cupid love = (L) ;DDDDD

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dont knw how come pw must be so troublesome. still got to rush to print two hard copies of wr on tuesday, bind, get envelopes (which will most probably be thrown away by mak) and then make one soft copy. FINALLY ITS DONEEEEEEEEE! and i found mistakes only after everything’s done. dont care alr. LEFT OP! (: (: (: (:

less than a week to promos! 

revision week’s crap. didnt go to school on thursday and did self-study. didnt want to go to school today too, but thought physics wld be of help. THEN MAK’S NOT IN SCHOOL AGAIN. nothing new. so we were free from ten. and we got a scolding for nothing?! reminds us of the gate climbing incident on national day celebration. GO late suspension expel apology letter-.- great lesson learnt zz

hmm luckily we cld leave school(: had breakfast w girls and wah stupid lightings they got in popular. some filmings in jp! hosting show, on babies. DAMN CUTE! :D 

submitted the form for korea trip end of this nov :D
and OGL!

anw faith’s sick. he’s not eating. dont knw whether he’s just sick or being naughty. only eating when we feed him. tsk!

study break frm mon-wed and zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
cant wait for promos to end
cant wait for OP to end
cant wait for alvl chinese to end
cant wait for holidays to come

cant wait to graduate.

 
(: (: